Vomitted everything on the phone last night/this morning with Yuanyun.

Poured my heart out from 12.30am till 4am on the phone. I put all of my inhibitions aside and let out all my grievances. It has never felt so good. Only, I dunno about her. Listening to everything I had to say must have been quite torturous hahahaha!

I was purging everything that I held back in the recesses of my mind. Everything I was bottling up that needed some sort of air way. And I'm damn grateful to have someone to catch all of my brain's puke. Ugh, I'm disgusting.

In a total of 3 and a half hours, we literally talked non-stop.

It's like we can never stop talking. If you gave us more time, I think we'd talk till our mouths bled LOLOL.

I just love phone conversations. I miss talking on the telephone and I still use it to call friends. Sometimes, not all the time, very rarely in fact. And I remember fondly how the best way for my friends to contact me was through my house phone back in secondary school days when everyone else had a handphone but me. And even when I got one, it was as if I didn't. And the house phone was really the best way to reach me.

When it was 5 minutes before midnight, our phone conferences would be a countdown till midnight before we'd wish the special girl a very Happy Birthday. We still do, in fact haha.

Texting would do, but the latter was preferred.

Then came Facebook, and suddenly, the whole WORLD would wish you Happy Birthday and everyone was your bestfriend. Thanks John, Dick and um, Harry. But not really. Heh.

Yeah./.



Moving on,

Here's the video my friends and I did for our first assignment back a while ago!



Sarah's Dinner.

Skinnyfatdiscoqueen. One of the best project groups I've ever worked with. I'm like so freakin serious.

And I think this vid was the best among all of them lor. Hahaha the lor was a must.

It took us 2 days to finish filming and a few nights of editing, but I really enjoyed working with them. Actually technically, it was 2 days of bitching, 2 nights of filming and a few nights of editing. On days that we filmed, we were snacking and gossiping in the day because most of our filming had to be done in the night haha. Sarah's house is big and beautiful.

I conclude,

Wee kim wee kids are rich.

No question about that.


Oh and before I take credit for the project, Andre was actually the one who undertook a lot of roles in this video. I was merely the Assistant Director. Or should I say.... Director's ASSISTANT HAHAHAH. Rearranging the words can really mean a different thing. Cinematographer sounded atas so I wanted to be called one hahahaha. So really, a lot of the credit goes to my friends.

It wuz eh blast.

Speaking of blast, Sioux Party tomorrow!

I would kill to have my hair done like that.

I swear to God, I would love if I could have it done like this for my wedding. The only thing in my way would be my in-laws hahahaha.

So beautiful I love it!!!! Makes me wanna buy Kenzo. Spray everyday and smell like butterflies....... however they smell like. Such beautiful creatures, they must smell heavenly lol kidding. They'd prolly not smell like anything.

ARGH I LOVE THE HAIR AND THE MODEL JUST LOOKS ABSOLUTELY A-MAZING IN IT. I LOVE ITTTTT.

Hey chickenbackside, oh how I've not touched you for so long.

I didn't realise it's been 2 weeks since I last blogged!!!! Wow. But the past few weeks have been hectic. Tests and all and assignments and videos! Can't wait to show you guys.

I haven't been blogging, but trust me, I was aching to blog. There were just SO many things on my mind, and I've been thinking a lot and my fingers and brain just yearns to type all of it out. But I know that once I blog, an hour or 2 just whooshes by and I won't have time to do other things that are probably more important than ranting.

But now it's RECESS WEEK! And I choose to believe I have time to do more of 'me' time stuff. Well, I CHOOSE to believe. Coz there's still a lot to do D': I may be complaining, but I like the stuff I study this sem. Maybe not all, but stuff like Broadcast journ are really some of the things I enjoy doing... Process, freakin tedious, but once it's done, I really am quite happy with it.

If I don't become a ______________, Broadcast journalist will be next in line on my List of Ambitions.

Oh? You're interested in what I want to be in the future?


NOT GONNA TELL YOU!!! Hahaha. Only a few of my precious friends know and those who managed to pester me like f*. Seriously, don't try. Please.




Anyway, if you've forgotten how my God-pissed-on-me face, here's how I look!

I love them so much.

A much needed break from school. And we took picture after picture. While waiting for yijie to arrive (with appetites so big we could eat 10 cows), Yuanyun and I talked for quite a bit and I've always enjoyed updating her about my life as well as listening to her tell me about what's been going on with hers. It's a give and take. And I never get weary.

We talk about studies, we talk about work, and yes, we talk about guys.

"OMG OMG THEY TALK ABOUT GUYS. Just when I thought they were..............." Well duh, we're girls, what are you talking about. Hahaha.

We're all so busy with our own stuff  and Yuanyun's always the one to initiate such meetings and I'm really thankful for that.

They really do make my life so much more breathe-able hahaha. Can't thank them enough.

It's true. Old friends really do know you best. I enjoy uni life and I appreciate uni friends. But I can't help but say, I still love my old buds so much more :'D

And if only I could meet more of my other friends.... whom I haven't met in ages.

Yalright, it's been a good good day. Thursdays for me have always been. This sem. But.. I'll have to go to school tomorrow for... school stuff. When it's supposed to be a free day for me. Urgh/\



ANYWAY, one minute video of Pohling that I made for Broadcast Journ hehehehe.



It's really random, but it's just a video showcasing someone doing something simple. So I got Pohling to be my model and her running outside my house. So beautiful right Pasir ris? I know........ I've always known.


More vids to come in a while!!

Sorry guys, haven't been blogging for quite awhile. Been filming loadsa stuff so no time to blog! Had dinner with level5 girls last night tahahaha. And that's my friend's kid sister. Became bald overnight from all the tugging and pulling ahha. Asian Barbie. You can call me Monica.

K that's all from me. I'll be back soon, after I'm done with a whole lotta stuff to do!

Ok, I think I freaked myself out last night. I assumed I was wrong after reading one thing and immediately assumed I got it wrong, without checking other sections to ensure it was true. The section I was in was for students applying on their own. I have Ntu to do that for me. So the deadline is December. I just freaked myself out for nothing. I swear, I'm such a mother*. I gave myself unnecessary hyperventilation. I'm retarded. I really am, retarded.




I can see all of you looking at me like that. Hate you all.

I think having made one mistake the day before, I felt like I was susceptible to more mistakes. And it was only a day before one shock, so I immediately thought, "Omg, not again". And my entire system just shut down. My brain shut down. No wonder... Such a retard.

Only right now, when I mustered the courage (hahah macam rape victim) to check out the website again, I looked at other sections and re-read that part. It looks like I read it too quickly and assumed I got it wrongly. That section wasn't for me... they were for independent applicants.

Once again,

WHAT A RETARD>

But I'm still feeling a bit insecure. Hope I got it right this time. And Waikato needs to change its website or there will be more unfortunate cases. Like me, a retard.

I can slam my head into the wall siah. This is what I call over-thinking every little bit and assuming I'd made mistakes. I think I just mind f-ed myself. RETARD!

I was so scared at 12.50 am last night, I unleashed my thoughts on so many innocent people through Whatsapp. Jasmine, Lucas, Hilary&Deyong, Suxin&Ruilin (wtf they were in korea and I was letting it all out on them. give them a break, bitch!) as well as Yuanyun through text.

RETARD!

Now you know. What I'm like when I'm freakin frantic as hell. >>> Retarded.

Bro and I have a kfc song that goes,
"Kentucky Fried Chicken,
Retarded~ Retarded~"


Now I know, how dramatic I can get.


Ironic how I watched this after reeling in shock last night. And it composed me for awhile. This dude is funny. Only recently stumbled onto his channel.

So that's it of the whole retarded episode. Thanks for following this 3-part series. Now I know,




p/s ok, actually I won't blame myself. Ntu gave me that link in their brochure. So I immediately assumed it was for me. Their fault, not mine!!!! I'm not a retard!! You'd be a retard just like me if you were in my place.