This picture speaks for itself. It screams a certain word. So in your face and bold but I likkit. In 17 hours, it will be the 10th An...



This picture speaks for itself. It screams a certain word. So in your face and bold but I likkit.

In 17 hours, it will be the 10th Anniversary Party of Go-Far and this is one of the bloody brilliant works of art by one of the most talented people in my school, Yang Er. She's so bloody creative!!!!

This picture, if you can tell, was taken from the bottom up.

Which means, someone was lying down on the floor to take this picture. The entire installation, and each letter (made up of bbq wire mesh) that spells Go-Far, is held up solely by ropes and strings from the second floor. So when you look up from the first floor, you can see these letters that form the word!!!! So bloody ingenious! I'd never think of such a thing I swear.

You'd never guess how this was put together! The entire process.

The whole thing was done up and put together by the team and Yang Er. I tell you.. she inspires me. She is a year younger but has so much experience and creative ideas that I enjoy seeing her put things together with so much faith and confidence. Right from the start I tell you, I had complete faith in doing this and putting the entire thing together. And I was so right. Everything turned out beautiful!!!!

Everything.. meaning... This isn't the only thing that was put up. Yang's idea consisted of putting these bally thingseys that look like kinetic rain at Changi Airport, only it doesn't move. So everything looks simply magical~~~ Lights will be up and ready for the party and I'm sure as hell the place will look she-bang man.

She's so good, I really wanna tell her how awesome she is without appearing like a complete groupie hahaha.

I'm so glad I stayed in school late to do up these things. I really think it's so fun to make something out of nothing and see everything being put together that looks simply, a m a z i n g .

Speaking of staying in school late, yeap, my previous posts speak volumes of my third home in the video editing labs. I call that place home I swear. But I rmb scaring myself with my own stupid vivid imagination when I went to the toilet at 5am and the school was just completely silent. I imagined a lady with long messy hair and duh peeking at me from on top of one the cubicles. Yeah, I dunno why I had to do that to myself. Your imagination just goes wild at godforbidden timings.

But anyways, I'm so proud of the video we put together!!!!! Shall show you guys if I can. It's a video of 4 alumnis and where they currently are now. 10 years of Go-Far, which means, the oldest senior in the 2005 batch is now about 32-34 years old. Wow, how's it feel to be that old? Accomplished? Blissful? I wonder.


Gotta go catch some sleep now. Been seriously workin ma eyes off for the past few nights. 4 hours of sleep on end. Somehow I don't feel that tired though. I anticipate going to school haha.

Will take pictures of the party and installation tomorrow!!! It's gonna be freakin,



MAGICAL. Literally. Like something off your Harry Potter movies.


Round 2 of school staycation yay. Sorry I'm spamming with gross photos of myself. I'm kinda lonely after 12am in school. ...



Round 2 of school staycation yay.
Sorry I'm spamming with gross photos of myself.
I'm kinda lonely after 12am in school.

Btw last night I caught a 6:20am bus back home and just when I thought my trip on 179 would be a peaceful, tranquil one, I forgot that... normal, yeah normal people, were heading to school and work at that time so TONS of people greeted me. Everyone either fresh-eyed or still lazy from bed, while I was just hoping to get on MY bed and snooze 4ever.

After just 4 hours of precious sleep, re-energised and back to school.

G r e a t ! ! ! 


Go-Far party this Saturday. Although we had to do loadsa preparations for this, I'm actually really quite excited for it. I dunno why!

No joke siah. It's 4.50am and I'm still in school editing a video Ain't it fun. Livin in the. Real world. Ok ...




No joke siah.
It's 4.50am and I'm still in school editing a video

Ain't it fun. Livin in the. Real world.

Ok lah, I'm actually still alive, not that depressing.

That was what my colleague asked me through Whatsapp 2 hours ago. Couldn't really understand what she was asking about? I enl...


That was what my colleague asked me through Whatsapp 2 hours ago.

Couldn't really understand what she was asking about?

I enlarged a photo and I saw this:









And then I understood.

He was the profile Melanie and I shot with for our very first episode of On the Red Dot when we were on internship.

And here he is... Finally,.. FINALLY And officially a full-fledged lawyer now.
:'D

Definitely gonna read the Sunday Times later today.

Can't tell you how excited and proud I am of this guy! And so honoured to have covered his story. This is bloody amazing. I can't believe someone else's story and transformation can effect such happiness within me. I am so happy for him!

It's something that's really emotional for me too coz it was the first episode Melanie and I ever produced and am still so proud till today.



Watch it here:






He truly is an outstanding individual but he never acknowledges any of the commendations people give to him. Modest to the core.
Big big Congratulations to him.

... like this song. But I really like this song?? Hahaha. It sounds like a chic-flick bimbo song but I love that saxophone thing that pl...



... like this song.

But I really like this song?? Hahaha. It sounds like a chic-flick bimbo song but I love that saxophone thing that plays. And the black dude who whispers "i got one less problem without cha" and... I like Iggy Azalea? Whut?? I know, I usually hate rap and diva vocals, but I like Iggy for some reason.

So this song works for me ; )


Anyway, I emailed my prof and I've dropped Advanced Broadcast Journ. It was sosososossooso hard to do. My goodness. Can't go back now. I'm sure I'll have withdrawals for the rest of the semester and feel really heartpain that I can't ever do it... But I've made a decision that I'm willing to live with and I will make sure the sacrifice will be well worth it!

Later, will be a visit to a halfway house. Gotta get to bed soon or else I'll be so dead tmr with a loada stuff to do. But I'm so awake right now!

Sounds like a tough year ahead but... exciting? Just had our first FYP docu seminar. We've heard all the different topics we're g...


Sounds like a tough year ahead but... exciting?

Just had our first FYP docu seminar. We've heard all the different topics we're gonna do, and they're all super gritty, dark stuff. Including ours.

Tackling halfway houses. Do you know what they are? They're places where ex-convicts go to during their last term of their jail sentence before they go back to society. The angle of our story isn't quite yet formulated because in all honesty..... we pitched this idea ONE DAY BEFORE OUR CLASS HAHAHAAH. Like we all sorta settled on it one FRAAKKIN day before class. SO while we were telling the class what our idea was, all of us.. internally, we knew that it was a one-day-before sorta thing HAHAHA. So we actually looked slightly unprepared, lack of research dah dah dah.

But something to do with prisons was our first idea right from the very start (start meaning... in June?) but we scrapped it when we realised it was quite undoable coz of access and all.

Now, I think it's something I'm prepared to pursue.

Our group is at this stage whereby, we don't have enough information and we don't know if we should move on from where we are or can the idea.

For me, I'm ready to go all in.

I think it's like a relationship. "I don't know if this will work out" "I don't know if I can commit to this relationship" "I don't know if I'm willing to risk the uncertainty of it"

Heck lah knn. Time to put some faith into action and take one step at a time and see where this whirlwind of a relationship leads me to.

Might eventually leave me either a battered woman, or a stronger woman ; ) Wow, I'm a master at this.

For some reason, I've been continually drawn to this convict idea to and fro. Probably after my internship, I had the inspiration. But I just keep coming back to it. Can't explain why.


Prior to this fake looking happy face, I was wailing at home.  Coz when I asked my mom and bro whether they'd send me off to ...



Prior to this fake looking happy face, I was wailing at home. 

Coz when I asked my mom and bro whether they'd send me off to my new second home at my Aunt's place to stay for the rest of the semester, they said "No"

And I was like "YOU HAVE TO COMEEEEE" in the most dramatic way possible lol.

In the end my entire family entourage came to drop me off hehhh. Powah!


I don't know why I feel sadder to leave home this time than the last few times?? Like, 1 year ago when I had to come I really didn't feel sad at all. And I feel sadder today than the time I had to leave for exchange??? Hahaha. I think I've grown attached to this family. Signs of growing old.

Or maybe... Ok honestly, I feel kinda lonely at my Aunt's place D; I have no one to really kaciao here. I had my bro and parents to be a complete retard with haha. Down here must be a bit more guai and decent ya.


Anyways, school begins tomorrow again.

I attended NTU Fest on Saturday for my first class of Advanced Broadcast Journ to deliver a live piece fwahahahahaha.

It was so exciting!!!!!! But I was freakin exhausted by the end of it. Still, I got a chance to deliver my first live piece :')

Here it is,




They snipped out my lousy bits.

I was nodding to ask whether the camera was rolling already and all and then after that I signed off with the wrong name so it looks like it was cut short. Then after that I forgot to turn off my microphone so I went, "WOO HOOOO I'M SO GLAD IT'S DONE WHOOOOOO" and it all went live hahahahahahhaha.

But it was fun still ; )

Didn't prepare my script tho whoops, just pointers (which I didn't manage to say).

I didn't even intend to speak to the President of NTU Fest at first, but somehow.. I just went around asking for people and then they directed me to her. And I was so happy. I'm so awesome hurr ; ) She was really really nice, so it made the job easy. Watch the other reporters! I think they were really good. All so calm and composed, while I was all ova da place haha!

The live streaming people were so good.. I think my school did a great job with hooking all the tech stuff.


And yes, I guess you're wondering if I'm gonna drop this module. Despite all the fun stuff I was talking about. Unfortunately.... the fun will have to end. I'm dropping this course. Won't be able to handle it. Sadly.

I just hope some big event won't happen, otherwise I will stab my heart coz I won't get to cover it hahaha.

But yeah, the decision.. is more or less final. Difficult to make but... necessary. I guess I can still learn these skills out in the real world?? Though there's less space to make mistakes.

I had a good time covering the event though, the first part of it!

I saw my CNA colleague and he was there to interview the Education Minister and I was all excited and stuff so I went to stuff myself behind him so that I could be in the "thick" of the action.


Panorama right there.

Never got to cover news during my internship, but this was quite exciting. All those microphones out.
I realise a reporter needs to think really quickly on the spot while they shoot the questions, as well as actively listen to what's being said so you can give follow-up questions. Oh, the pressure!

Uncle Raymond, the cameraman was there too. So goooood to see familiar faces again.


I think it's great that NTU's got this big bash going on, despite the flak it got from its own students. But. an established University should have events like this no? I felt that more students should have been involved though coz honestly, if I wasn't supposed to cover the event, I doubt I would've attended it... So the drawing of the student crowd's something to work on. Perhaps I was too early at the event! Oh well.



Anyways, I met my girlies on Friday night to sorta celebrate 2 birthday girls' birthdays, which passed a long time ago.


Haw haw all these good lookin ladehhhs.


Lemme show you what's better looking,


ME!!!!!

Joelyn edited a picture of me and made me into this bombshell.

But actually.. when I saw it, I wanted to puke coz it was so disgusting. Hahhaha. Not coz of Joelyn's editing skills (I have to praise her for her patience for doing this) Seriously the eyes, the hair, the big ass smile (she made my mouth bigger), oh lordddd. I came out of a freakshow, lookin all manufactured and stuff.



Ok, I'mma read up Media Law again for the quiz tomorrow. Or more like, today coz it's past 12am. Bye suckas.

That. Is the question. I feel selfish if I go ahead and do it because my other projects will suffer. And I need to have my energy and subs...


That. Is the question.

I feel selfish if I go ahead and do it because my other projects will suffer. And I need to have my energy and substance PRESENT for all of them. So, if I do take it... everything else suffers.

But if I don't take it, my individual university education will not be complete because.. I've always liked Broadcast Journ and not to take the advanced module in Uni makes my education... incomplete.

If I do go ahead, I will suffer and my other projects will suffer and I can't let that happen.

Also, I won't be giving my all for Broadcast Journ coz everything else is the priority. My own interests cannot take precedence above the rest. That would be negligence and selfishness.

But ABJ is only offered this sem. It is also only offered once every 2-3 years. Whatta rare opportunity.

--
So do I take it up?? And let my other projects and commitments suffer?

Or do I let it slip by??? And sacrifice my own individualistic passions and interests?

:'(

I hate to make decisions like these.

Either the greater good or my personal educational development is at stake here. Why does life throw you crossroads?

Hey guys, It was only my second day of school yesterday on Wednesday and I am. completely. S H A GG ED. Tired like what only. How to las...

Hey guys,

It was only my second day of school yesterday on Wednesday and I am. completely. S H A GG ED.

Tired like what only. How to last for 6 months hawhawhaw.

Die a terrible death ya.

Can't believe it. It's finally here, my final year. It officially begins today. I'm... actually really really excited! *screa...


Can't believe it. It's finally here, my final year. It officially begins today.

I'm... actually really really excited! *screams

Yeah, I was scared and am still scared but... I think I've mentally prepared myself. But I know no matter how mentally prepared I am, I'm sure to bump into difficulties along the way. But it's ok!!!

I'M READY. I CAN DO THIS!!!!!!


Thank you so much for leaving those comments of encouragement whoever you guys are. They really mean a lot. I don't say thank you for no reason. So thank you again : ) It's always super encouraging to read them when you sometimes feel like you're struggling alone. Blogging really is quite cathartic for me because I reflect by writing and I end up coming up with ways to get out of what I'm experiencing.


Anyway, yesterday, I went to school for filming another alumni. It was quite fun, my interviewee was the best one I've had so far. He's awesome I seriously love him!!! SO MANY quotable quotes argh, he's seriously the best.


Anyway, I took this picture to tell my friends that I reached school. And that this was a nice location for a portrait,



But ended up camwhoring with my school's name.



Can flip somemore siolz. Cool siolz.


It is truly, the best school. Where I blossomed spiritually, mentally, physically to become the wholesome being that I am today WHOOP. Valedictorian right there.


AND IN A FEW HOURS, I will see this school again. Final year ahhhh.

I'mma have brekkie with a friend before we head off at noon to Pulau NTU. And then, attend Media Law. Quite excited to get my brain going.

And excited to see all my friends again. Can't wait to see them again after a long semester away from all of em coz of internship! Yeahyerrr.

I feel like a Primary School kid all over again.


By the way, did y'all catch NDP a few nights ago??

For me, it's a family occasion so every year I'd catch it with my relatives. I love it actually. It's always a get-together, feel good day. I laugh at all the comments each year that my cousins and uncles and aunties pass about everything from the performers to marching band and politicians walking out. Brilliant. Something so shallow like that, I think is a tradition and fun thing to do hahaha.

It was quite an emotional NDP for me? I have to admit, I almost teared when all the videos were played. Our history dah dah dah. I know it's all propaganda, but oh how I feel so much for this country! The videos for some reason just really got to me man.

I asked a few of my friends this question today, "What's your favourite NDP song?" It's quite a lame thing to ask, but for every person, a song rings true to their SOUL ok. The oh-so favourite Home is always the number 1 song.

But for me... it's this one.






Corrinne May's vocals are purrrrrfect.

And I just love this song lah.

You know... while on the mrt making my way to NTU yesterday, after reading the newspaper about this year's NDP behind-the-scenes prep, I decided to listen to this song. I was also reminded of it when it was played during this year's NDP.

And as the mrt was making its way from Jurong East to Boon Lay, I saw all the flags, albeit few, hung on all the hdb flats and it was 8:30am and the light from the sun was just perfect as well.. and and and it was just. so. beautiful that I teared!!!! I felt so damn emotional just seeing all of em as the train passed them by and the song ringing in my ears.

I was reminded of how much I really love this country that I live in? So much so that a song like that can even touch me.

Haha, I remember it was JC 2 when this song came out. Everyone hated it, as always, coz it's an NDP song. But I said I liked it! Although quite timidly coz everyone hated it, silent minority.


K, I wanna get a good night's rest and wake up bright and early : ) CHIONG AH. Wish me luck! I will blog about what I do whenever I can!!

So stick around yall.

Yeah, that title says it. Last night, after a long day of meeting with my video team, I felt so... down. So insecure and disappointed wit...


Yeah, that title says it.

Last night, after a long day of meeting with my video team, I felt so... down. So insecure and disappointed with myself.

What happened yesterday was I met up with my friends Reshma and Zhuoda to discuss how we wanna storyboard our upcoming alumni videos and figure out how to use our audio equipment. Took about almost the whole day from 11am to 5:30pm.

After that, we met our instructor at 7pm at his workplace to talk about our story ideas and learn about equipment handling and tips and tricks for video.

I returned home this morning at 12:30am feeling extremely overwhelmed by so many thoughts and bombarded by a whole load of stuff in my mind.

The stuff that happened in the day was fine but by the time I got to meeting our instructor at 7pm, I became extremely weary and I was distracted I couldn't really digest much or be as active in listening as I should be. And would usually be. I was concerned about so so so many things.

Maybe I got my period yesterday also lah so my body wasn't feeling optimum and my boobies were sore as hell I felt like a milking cow lol.

But anyways yes, I couldn't concentrate because.... I felt extremely flustered about 2 things.

1 was, as our instructor was teaching us techniques, I felt... inadequate.

Because why? I felt like I should know everything he was teaching us by now after THREE LONG YEARS of education at University. Not at a just-beginning-to-learn stage.

I should know how to work
the lights,
the camera,
the audio,
write a brilliant script,
understand the workings behind production,
manage and direct time, people, and stories extremely well,


But I didn't.

I didn't know everything.

And we didn't even know the basics of how to work the audio. We took the whole DAY earlier on to figure out how to use the audio equipment.

And I was thinking... what the hell?

3 long years of University education. And here I am learning all these for the first time from this module.

Then a lot of thoughts came to my head: I thought to myself... what a flaw there was in our education system. It was always the pursuit of grades first hand and whoever who knew audio/video work would always improve, and people like myself wouldn't really learn much because we rode on these people's coattails and would get along by. Lessons were extremely basic. The projects we did would let us have a little taste. But that was all. No proper experience. No proper supervision. What exactly were we doing right/wrong.

I felt disappointed yesterday coz as much as I wanted to impress, I had no great skills to offer to even impress. And I think it was shocking even for my supervisor to have to teach us all these basic skills when really? We should know all these by now. I felt pretty pathetic to be honest.

Even when he started teaching things that I learnt during my internship, I wasn't active because I was pitying myself. Like, "I know this! I already know this one! I should prove it!" But by then, I was already washed out and down and I didn't feel like bringing the best that I could.

I felt disappointed with myself more than anything else.


The second thing was.. having to lead the team.

Knowing that my abilities to make a video was so basic, I was thinking.. how can I lead a team when I'm not even confident with the skill sets that I have? If I'm not good, I can't properly lead a team! What's more, I felt the pressure to call the shots. But how can I, when I don't feel confident about what I do. I'm just not confident.

I was feeling really really insecure.

Really down. Really upset that I'm not bringing my A-game when I really should be.


I went home, got to the shower then laid in bed and started typing and talking to friends. Wailed to them, and thankful they listened to my sob stories about being stressed and all my inadequacies.

But in the process of discussing with my friend Sianpei, I realised a number of things...


a) We are still in school: be patient with yourself

- It is the best time to learn and make mistakes. I am still learning. It's not the end, it's not too late. I just have to keep trying, keep learning and be open-minded. School isn't lousy. It is the premise to what's ahead of me. It may not have taught me to be the best producer, the best director, but it has taught me the basis of what it takes to BECOME the best producer and the best director.

I am impatient. And perhaps having seen during internship what the best IS, I WANT to be the best. There were brilliant cameramen, brilliant producers and brilliant editors at my internship company. Having seen the best, I expected the best.

But I have to remind myself, the best also started out as nothing but developed over the years. And my friends and I.... we're fresh and we lack experience. That's why we're not the best. Yet.

I constantly benchmark myself with other students in school who have had mega loads of filming experience and feel sometimes that THEY should be in the team. Not I. And that I don't deserve to be playing a major role in the team.

But, I shouldn't feel that way. Because I earned it, and as much as I want to show that I earn it, I need to first learn the steps before I can PROVE it.


b) I figured, I have too high expectations of myself. 

I really am not the best yet so I shouldn't try to act like one. Put my ego aside and SET MY SpIrItS FREEEE.

We're all here to learn. I must tell myself, to lower my expectations, think less of "I should know this by now" and more of "This is interesting, I need to learn this"


c) Be a risk-taker. Try new things and learn learn learn.

I'm afraid to fail. So when things that I think may not work well, I say, let's not try this. But to learn is to try and sometimes fall. Can be hard and painful but that's the only way.


I know I'm afraid because I have to lead even though I am not sure of my own abilities. How do I be assertive when I'm not even confident about the decisions I make? I'm still figuring my way around it.. will always feel pressured about it and it will last for quite a while.

But what Sianpei told me was quite nice... She said to not bear the weight of it. My teammates are there too. We're all in it as a team and I shouldn't keep thinking that I have to take charge and control everything. It's a team effort. And she says that she knows and believes everything will turn out well eventually. Aww... :')


This project is a true test. It is the toughest project I've ever done. A lot of inner conflicts with myself but I'm sure ass hell gonna wade it out. It will be tough, but I gotta get through it and make the most of this project!

How I hate this word. I used to wonder how terrible procrastination can be when people often sulk about it on their blogs. I'd th...


How I hate this word.

I used to wonder how terrible procrastination can be when people often sulk about it on their blogs. I'd think, just get your ass together and start doing it!

But the past few days.. omg, I have been procrastinating every single thing I can possibly get my hands and brain started. I know I've work to do.. but I just CAN'T!!!!!

I've been sleeping and napping even though I've had sufficient sleep the night before. I usually lie on my bed when I can't seem to decide what to do/ how to solve a problem and end up falling... asleep. 

this is bad. arghhh. 

I've also been watching a lot of ted videos for inspiration. Not working. 
Nothing is working!!!!! With a gazibillion distractions, I can't get anything started!!!! I used to have SUCH good self-control, a lot of discipline. What happened D; 

Get your act together sister, GET YOUR ACT TOGETHAAAA

This picture has got nothing to do with the title of this blog post. Although you can't see much in this picture, it's actua...





This picture has got nothing to do with the title of this blog post.

Although you can't see much in this picture, it's actually the big fishing pond at Pasir Ris at 11pm on Thursday. I was on my way home, and I walked home by my usual way. I saw quite a commotion at the carpark, and I was thinking.. today's unusual. There's a lot of people for some reason. And why are there policemen?

Strange.

When I walked further on, I turned my head to the left and to my amazement...

It was the first time I saw the fishing pond FULL of activity and HUNDREDS of people fishing. I swear it was so amazing. At 11pm. Can't see in the picture above, but yes, there were HUNDREDS of people fishing omg. I lived in pasir ris all my life and I never saw the pond so full of life and activity before.

Kaypo me decided that I had to find out somehow what the hell was going on.

Walked past a young couple, nah, walked past a middle aged man, dubious nah, walked past a kind looking malay couple, YES.

"Hi, sorry but what's going on ah?"

"Free fishing!!!!"

"Huh what free fishing?"

They asked if I live in Pasir ris, I said yes, just across the road in fact. And they said, "How come you dunno! It's the opening ceremony after the renovation of the fishing pond! Newspaper, radio, all advertise leh!"

That's how much I know of my beautiful neighbourhood. Nothing.

But I was so amazed and surprised that such a thing was happening~ I actually thought the government was gonna destroy the pond and build something over it.

I even instagrammed my dismay about it once haha.



Hahhaaha. I was genuinely frustrated 3 months ago.


But no! They actually made it nicer. So thankful for that :'D

It was so nice to see everyone fishing, malay, chinese, from every part of Singapore, looking happy and fishing together for what else, FREE fishes. Singaporeans only go for the good stuff ; )

I know people were from every part of Singapore coz the couple I was speaking to came from Serangoon. They were so nice, I ended up talking to them for a good 15-20 minutes.

I used to think I could only do this with strangers overseas. To angmohs. But... if you reach out, if you do the talking, and with wise judgment (haha you don't talk to just anybody), you will know.. Singaporeans can be just as friendly : ) Or even more, since as Singaporeans, we all know each other's lingo.

I was happy that night because of a new discovery.



Anyway, I met May earlier today for dinz!




It truly is always a good time ; ) Heh.
We both got short bobsies now.

I always have intellectual conversations with her. We talked about CPF and life in general. Who would be willing to talk about those with me huh?? Only her, only, her. Haha : )

Please meet again soon. We don't meet often, as life prevents us from doing so. But I'm thankful for whatever meetups that life still grants us!


Right after our meetup, I went for a run at a park connector.

Mind you, it was already 12:05 am.

It was fantastic, it was quiet, calm, and breezy.

I liked it quiet. Yes.. but it was a little... too... quiet.

2 men walked past me, stared at me. But I refused to look at them.

I continued running.

I was wondering... Why.. is it so quiet? I expect a few people walking around I suppose?

I looked around... and then it dawned on me....

IT'S THE SEVENTH MONTH. Hungry ghosts are out to play, Gates of Hell have opened, hello girl?? What are you doing?? No wonder people must think I'm weird.

Just when I thought they were perverts staring at me, they might've thought I was a ghost. Or thought me stupid for running so late at night.

When I realised, I swear, I ran a little faster. Hahahahahha. But aiya, in the end also nothing happen. Chey.



I came back looking like a winner though


Pageant Handwave.


And right now, I've showered and smellin' fresh.
Also, feeling sleepy.

So I'mma ciaociao for nownow. G'night!